I’m sorry I haven’t been around much. I am still not sure what I want this to be. I’m working again, which, among other things, severely curtails the time I have to write. I wish I would though. It helped.
Today I needed to acknowledge that it was one year ago today that we lost our baby girl. That day was probably the worst day of my life (so many to choose from). This is the last of the one-year anniversaries. I’ve been waiting for this day with a strange mix of anticipation and dread. I suppose I’m glad to have these anniversaries behind us. But somehow I keep hoping there will be some magical moment, some turning-point, where I can tell things are getting better. Easier. But I guess it doesn’t work that way.
I just wanted to say we miss you little Lina. My jelly bean.
These anniversaries are so hard.
I am sorry Patrice. Your Lina and Cole will always be remembered.
My thoughts are with you today.
You’re in my thoughts too, Patrice. And your heart felt blog is a testament to Lina and Cole, and the love of a mother for her children. Through you, their lives have meaning, even if they were cut tragically short. And somehow I suspect the spirits of Lina and Cole are looking down at you, plotting to send good things your way for the future!
I am so sorry.
I’m sorry.
Patrice, you and your family have been in my thoughts often lately. I knew that final anniversary was coming up and have been wondering what you have been up to. I’m glad you are back to work, it’s probably better for all of you. Please give me a call at 7 tower when you can. I would love to talk to you
Just sending some hugs and prayers.
Aklimdasin Patrice. Seni arayacagim…
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First blog I read after wakeup from sleep today!
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